Wednesday, November 22, 2006

To view the world as only gray and never see a sunny day...


"Maybe tomorrow won't be so bad. Nor the one after that, and the one after that."
God, why can't it be Hallow's Eve again? At least on that holiday you can prank people and dress up scary and eat candy 'til your teeth rot and no one does anything about it.

I can't stand large crowds, or even small ones for that matter. No, I'm not claustrophobic. (Stick me in a small dark corner and I'll be fine.) Maybe it's just that I have many eyes staring at me, watching me. It may even be the simple fact that I don't even know what they're seeing. They might be seeing right through my guise and I probably wouldn't know it. Most times I don't even think my own thoughts are safe from the many people that pass me just on the street.

A terrifying realization.

~~risukai nightshroud

Monday, November 20, 2006

I carry my scars proudly


"Do you want hints? Do you want hints?"

"I'll give you hints. I'll give you hints."

Don't assume everything is accidental. Assuming can lead to horrible things, many of which you will not know or care to know.

I won't go into any details. I will tell you my secret. My secret is... I am a mutant.

Not quite what you wanted? To get the right answers, you must ask the right questions.

~~risukai nightshroud

What is life without its hues? If nothing but a sinful ruse...


"You've seen me, so now I have to kill you."


What do I have to be thankful for? The fact that I'm not dead yet is good enough for me. I thought someone had seen me... earlier this morning, but they turned away, and I used those precious seconds to save my ass.


My secret, you ask? Let's just say I'm not as perfect as we all wish to believe.

~~risukai nightshroud

Saturday, November 18, 2006

I can't believe I'm on the run....




Forgive me, I'll introduce myself as Risukai Nightshroud. Please refrain from mutilizing my name. It isn't Kai, it definetly isn't Risu, just Risukai.

I'm in the seventh grade (whooshah) and plan on becoming a Pathologist. Morbid, no? I suffer from Bipolar. (For those of you who don't know what this is, it means my emotions can get pretty out of whack.)
Pester me however you wish, or if I like you enough, I'll drop a comment back.

I have a secret. And it keeps me from being... "normal."



Peace, deviis
~~risukai nightshroud
 
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